
i have to tallk about the love hate relationshiip battle i have been fighting with MSG also known as Monosodium Glutamate....a common flavor enhancer often found inb chinese food used to achieve the "umami" taste. recently my appetite has been at an all time low but whenever i've been at my lowest, food with msg has been there to drag me down FURTHER... literally every single food i think tastes good ends up having msg. my favorite pretzels i recetly found have msg. honestly im so stupid for not realizing im just so used to stuff going wrong that i didnt think to check or notice a pattern because Erratic health. my llast msg breakup ended with gross warnng!! getting up at 2am and throwibg up soo mucg i clogged the sink. no im not a sink thrower upper i just Couldnt make it in time ...like an addict, that was the wakeup. call i needed because all the horrors it caused me before were not enouigh. i kept coming back to my beloved Baby star crunchy snack original flavor. and now i fear im hooked on Dots original homestyle pretzel twists originall flavor. THEY ARE SO GOOD THEY GIVE ME HOPE IM SOim so mad everything on this earth i ever wanted to eat is LITERALLLY POISONOUS. what do you mean a pretzel twist will give me a migraine and stomach ache. everything is wrong on this cruel earth
its for real so hard to keep track of every single thing that will make me worse...like these foods and these food smells and this barometric pressure and rain and these specific thoughts ad blablabla shut up
i knowww the solution to my Mjaorfatigue sleepy tired is probably quitting one of my medicine but guys i think i will actually die without it. My options are be so tired i cant Move across my own room or be so depressed i also cant leave my room or do anything i still think the seccond option is worse but why cant i have both...please patch this in next update
i waqs hopig for new people at my school this year but same old people except LESS because all of my friends graduated boooo its ok i have 3 classes i just get so bored without people to be Entertained by...boring af...no one cool or awesome
imworking on a new music page guys i really hate it so far..i made it in th blog format becase i wanted 2 give in depth yap about my favoirte songs and WHY .....
anyways the oother day i saw the most horrible things i have ever seen in my life but it didnt botger me which is really weird and offputting because it should have made me upset idk!! idk my brain chemicals
okk thats all i think...i have to go to the phoospital on Monday but the arent doing anything so idk why...byebye

