
HI GUYS i am going to Colorado. i think it will be hard but i am preparihg as best i can and hopefully my extra strength excedrin cocktails will keep me afloat thru altitude sickness and whatnot...it shouuld be better this time Maybe hopefully cause higher altitude. im haqving a crazy headache now but somehow im still functional..i thuink my body is tricking itself into thinking its alrdy in colorado because thats what i feel like rn
i am SO EXCITED AB CLOTHES especially my besty is interested in clothes so its way more fun...i dont thiubk ill b allowed to wear most stuff but ill try. my mom bought me some nice clothesw when she went out today shes SO SWEET and she judges clothes by softness since we both have the same issues so they usually feel very good. the new ones are giving 2000s which is perfect i just need to get clothes to prihnt graphics on and then accessorize and boom...Fashiion..idk
being able to dress exactly how i want has always been a thrilling idea i have tried not to dwell on because its not allowed.masybe if i just slightly push the boundaries a littl idk im not going to be using makeup or crazy hair soo
guys i have the pink hair disease. i want long pink hair (i love having brownb hair on the other hand) this is extremely ironic for many reasons but i love the idea of wearing clothes like skirts and cute/feminine stuff layered with things a lame 20year old man would wear. bc i also want big graphic shirt and big pants u know how it is. anyways clothes so fun im seriously wondering if i should get help to up my tolerance for wearing clothes since i currently cant do anything other than soft shirt and sweatpants. but idk i dont want to get into that stuff ..i know i could benefit frtom (i forgot the name but its the therapy for SPD) because im ngl i wont last in any real life situations like this
physical therapy is going ok apparently there is something wrong with thge way i walk but we are #fixing it. ok the weirdest stuff keeps happening in my neighborhood its always been super expensive but rly safe like the police will show Immediately if u call. weird stuff keeps happening though like a backpack w/all our life info on it being stolen, then our car being stolen, and last night an exxplosion in our mailbox thats being filed as home explosives case it was So loud. and other situatioins that you would not expect.
in other news im trying to make a videogame on godot. i am not being creative whatsoever its just very complex instruction following and occasionally pasting in code but ts how i learn.. i can do some mega basic things on my own now. im gonna try and work on a thing for this site rn that has to do with that project

