back into another hobby which is watching 3 episodes of a show and not finishing!!

theres some i actually would like to finish & i have thee time, but i dont feel like it. i started happy sugar life ages ago, i likes it to an extent but not motivated 2 finish. im just gonna list stuff ive started recently and what i like about it:

happy sugar life

-the parts when satou's vision goes weird crinkly red scribbles & underwater scream static noises

-the quote "love is something your heart feels by itself" #Iam14andthisisdeep #Eyeopening #Forrealtho

-I fogor!

school-live!

-only few episodes in, take this w grain of salt

-love the premise, i have alot of love 4 apocalypse situations/being the only person or few people left caus thats my greatest wish!!!b

-the delusion [recently ive had 2 stop consuming stuff w depiction of delusion especially religious, including a comic i Shouldnt enjoy but find quite interesting [G.E. by mcp iykyk] but this didnt really freak me out so its fine 4 now!

-love the absolut oblivion, love ethe zombies, LOVELOVELOEVVVV the having 2 live at school and board up walls with desks and chairs[when i imagine myself in apocalypse i always go 2 random stores and just live there and construct stuff out of furniture]

-character designs are nothing special, main character is good i guess

graviyt falls

background noise good

-slightly comforrting while drawing or doing something else

-watching it for the second time

PASWG

-finally finished it w/fish !!! it was pret goodd

-always forget how Insane it is

-overall neat. awesome character designs tho

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decided im gonna totally remake the blog i tbh hate + want thumbnail images and this format just isnt doing it. why not start. fresh

- i had many. concerns about school but its fine! i had a little Minor Scuffle over a cd player but its all resolved. Bro couldnt punch 2 save his life

- i have friends ther Ok not special, [atleas tthe ones in my grade] JOHN THIS ISNT DIRECTED AT U, UR GREAT BTW . But old friend is still my Hashtag#1and anyways people in my grade ar High Key Stupid....like genuinely..

-luckily nothing Weird caused by understimulation,my fingers r alot worse but thats fine [i have to banddaid alot and they kind of look ifected during school LOL]

- Mildly Traumatic event wher a friend got bad injured and had bloody murder screaming [we have no nurse] [we were on second floor] [have to get down] [leg immobilized so she couldnt] i could hear her screming all thru class [the walls are thin] [we are in a church built no later than 1980s] [drywall. is foreign concept we have plastic dividers] it was terrifying and very upsetting Tbh

-joined minecraft server thats vru cool...stargting a melon empire

-on my 5th roach pickup if not more, i cant coount. yesterday i got a tiny cricket thing and named it melon & kept in empty tissue box the whole day.held him in hands during chapel :) surrounded by 2 bug enjoyng friends!!!! and thes older girls in the pews behind us, kept flicking / tugging our hair as a Joke and pretending they didnt!

So i turned around , baring my RoachCricketHybrid2000 and said "if u dont stop i will throw this at you! And i have very bad aim...Who knows where it might go" AND THEY MOVED FAR AWAY LOL IT WAS FUNNY

ading images 2morrow so its not plaintext dense wall blog. tired now its 9:08 byeebye

what ive beeen working on recently

Whoopsie..its been 2 months since i have posted. i wish i updatedd website more [if u follow it, u know i update very Alot, but not much is published...so i was thinking of adding a sitemap. i'll see if claude.ai can generate one . heres what i've been up to:

- posting on substack,like rlly inconsistent streams of nonsense and 1 short story

- finished a song, not very happy w/ it , i have all default beepbox instryments bc im tired of selecting them in garageband LOL, i think i used..ANRI. better at tuning ch/jp vocaloids to english

- visual novel which we all know i will not finish[im coding it and ai just Is Not Working great]

- i started a comic like yesterday... trying 2 keep it short so i dont get DEMOTIVATED

- and sketched 2pg of Another comic a while ago. havent rendered digitallt yet..someone pleas force me 2

- added an about me page on website.. and soon an Interests page that i Sincerely hope no one irl visits, but i think ill jhsut leave names outt for half the stuff because i want them 2 remain My Interests and 4 other people 2 Not Be Nosy [i am very nosy][Hippo Crate epic Moment]

- i wanna publish a small magazine Or like visual art thing in a pdf... Haha

- i want 2 play sengoku turb, it looks v cool.. i Love the GRAPGICS SO MUCH. THE SOUND TRACK IS SO SILLY, AND THE CATS ARE FUNNY WHEN THEY FLIP IN THE AIR IN THE INTRO SCENE but why do they scream like that!!! I LOVE.. god its so FUNNT and the SHEEP AND CATS i liek them and the DESIGNS. i want 2 make smth this good .... i like characters and plots with th most random stuff ever

- exploring church school banned Areas , theres an attic im trting 2 figure ou how 2 get in.

and i gues thats it, i borught Elon 2 school today, geres soem photos!!

in which i figure out 3d modelling in 1 day and become fixated on it

i've always wanted 2 try 3d modelling. i have Dabbled in tinkercad when necessary 4 school, but in terms of better software i couldnt even get past the blender donut tutorial. (i was like 12, if that) However on jul 18 i discovered blockbench. i dont remember how lol. it mostly looked 2 be used for minecraft mods which i have no interest in making, but what immediately hooked me was the low-poly simplicity. i got Right In To It and made these silly models!!

the person model was the first thing i made. i had a few issues with rotation points (sad to discover that while u can set limb rotation points for animation, u have to overwrite them all in favor of the center rotation if u wanna spin the character round without bits flying everywhere.

so yeah more than a bit scuffed, but it was fun for my first day! blockbench is awesome and in-browser which is useful cause im on a Differnt borrowed computer while my bricked mac is in yet another store. im working on modelling a full character wguch may have been 2 ambitious cause she has Lots of round and pointy bits and accessoire and an Isopod tail ish (She is Fish Themed) may leave it off might be too much. i also REALLY WANT to model an isopod. finally my eye has been twitching NONSTOP the past few days. thats so angry coded of me. bye ! :)

why i use a 2016 macbook + switch software and computers frequently

this is just an explanation of my bizarre technology "Choices" and why im writing this from a 2016 macbook air ( no monitor)

this is what it looks like for scale. less than ideas because i work with heavy programs daily, such as garageband, vocal synth programs, logic pro, heavy instrument packages/plugins/voicebanks, 3d programs, and minecraft. i also have to keep a bunch of windows opn with 40 or more tabs each

i usually use a macbook pro (I have been told this is disgraceful but idont haev any other choice of computer. i also play minecraft on it. heres a ref image

so how did i completely brick this macbook and rack up $450 in repairs?

i am a huge supporter of torrenting and pirating stuff especially from big corporations and for ppl who can't afford it. i will only pay for small artist stuff. Basically i got tired of only using the voicebank Ealanor Forte on synthv , figured out about Rutracker and decided to pirate the entire vocaloid program including Every Single Compatible Voice Bank In Existence.

so i downloaded the torrent and got everything set up for my Very First torrenting experience!

all was going well. it had taken like four days of loading time because it was a Massive file--over 100GB. i checked to make sure i had enough storage. i even went through every single voice banks' demo videos and deleted the nasty sounding ones.

the file downloaded sometime at night. in the morning i got up to find the computer restarting and Later realized it would not fully restart. cue me going to multiple tech stores, finding one where they had it for 2 weeks and did nothing, paying for empty consultations etc.

So what happened was that Apparently, you are not supposed to fill a Mac until it has5GB left over. No one informed me of this and it was not made clear at all. I should have had double the amount of storage as the file i wanted to download.

So now im hoping i dont have to spend 450 on file recovery. all of my songs and music were on there (not counting plugins, instruments, stuff i paid for, every other file i had) All i care abt are the music files which aren't worth 450.

In conclusion,you. shoyld pay me money so i can Recover my files Juts kidding But while i wait im just looking 4 random jobs liek editing videos websites idk in the meantime in case i do have 2 buy it!

datamoshing tutorial + how 2 use in art, gliching videography

Datamoshing [images in particular] is an underexplored art form i only see in videos. there are plenty of useful tutorials on it but not enough for just images, so here is how i datamosh. Fun fact sometimes it doesnt work and i hve no idea why!!! This is also Just for mac i have no idea if these work for other programs but if u have windows ur in luck cause the programs are much better so no need 2 download parallel or whatever its nto worth it.

Bonus points if you write poetry or stuff into the image and no one finds it But be warned if u screw up the right side too much all bets are off u never know if the image will even be an image at all.

first: Download hex fiend at hexfiend.com

Gr8 job. Now open it. drag your image into it.a bunch of Letters and Stuff will appear.

and change stuff in the ← ← LEFT!!! box Or, the right one, u can write stuff in. like poems etc Which is. what i like 2 do. experiment with writing to see what glich effects it creates. also try copying text already in there, pasting it elsewhere,deleting and replacing bits etc.

Now, copy everything in the hex (←LEFT) box. go to this website: https://tomeko.net/online_tools/hex_to_file.php?lang=en

paste them into this box as shown

then go down a bit,name the file what uwant (Make sure it ends with .dat) and click CONVERT.

Now download it. go to this website : reaconverter

and drag yr image to where it sats +add dat files

and select the image type u want converted,png jpeg etc. Then click convert! if it doesnt work try switching what file ur converting to.

download the result

Enjoy